I use to wake up every morning and tell myself, "ok Brittany" today is the day you start to make change, today you are going to work towards your goals, and I would only ever get a few days in and had already given up because it was just 'too hard' I would skip meals, cut out bread, pasta and sugar, then be so hungry I would destroy anything in my sight and feel like I had ruined everything so I just adapted the 'I'll start again tomorrow' mentality.

I tried to cut corners and found myself trying every fad diet I could find.

I would see girls in pretty dresses that I would have LOVED to wear and they just looked perfect but I knew I could never wear that because of my "thighs' I would see girls in bikinis and wished I could feel confident enough to not hide my body. I would try again and again and again and nothing I seemed to do ever worked.